Never let others to ruin your self-respect.
Never fight with loved ones just because of other's thought.
Varsha Singh
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
Event : Our pre-wedding event
In this process I learnt do not let outsider to define your relationship and values, you know what capability you have.
If you won't love yourself, how can you think others will love you?
How do you cope when your mother doesn't love you?
Thanks for the crazy responses but I have seen people are judging without knowing the whole truth, he was with me, when I had nothing, today maybe I looks fine but long time back I used to not look good because I was under weight and I used to not do any care of skin. Below images spills the facts. We both have improved significantly physically, mentally and emotionally.
Initially we were friends only but people used to say there is some chemistry between both of you. One of my friend said, Are you sure he is into you? because he is so handsome, he can get anyone (I was lean, brown skin tone girl that time, still I am dusky girl but because of physique now I look better). I felt multiple times that I am inferior to have him even though I am capable enough, independent and self respected girl, I started feeling under confident and because of that thought I used to fight with him over small issues by saying you don't love me, you can't.
Don't allow anybody to control your happiness.
My waist finally looks like how it did before I had kids but I didn’t lose weight. Why am I still 15 lbs from my starting weight?
Me and my boyfriend are together since 2015 & now getting married next year. We love, respect and care for each other a lot. He is handsome and I am not that much beautiful but still he loves me whole-heartily and makes things special between us.
I used to feel bad & aggressive that why people are saying like this just because he is handsome and can show his intelligence then one day he said , see people has nothing to do with our lives, they will talk nonsense anyway and for me you are the most beautiful girl in this whole universe, I am dam sure, you are perfect for me, No once can support me & encourage me like you do.
